Dear Friend,
The world if full of fake people who live for themselves and themselves alone. I am writing to you because I know that you listen and that you are passionate about helping others and not living a self centered life. I have just started college and it it amazing! There is so much power and life given to you when you are in college! It’s like opening the door to all the possibilities in the world! What a great thing this is!
I new life, who could have asked for anything better! I just need to know that there is someone out there that can share my excitement! I want to change the world! I want to change lives. I think you of all people would understand because you have helped so many people in your life. So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am so excited to start a new life in this world. I love nature too...and this picture is exactly like where I would like to live someday...but I don't know about the bugs. I can't stand bugs.
My new life is so beautiful and I start right off the bat with a new love that is thrilling me far more than any has before this. His name is Mark and he makes me feel as though I can do anything which is perfect at this moment in my life. My best friends are Dan, Alison, Jewel, and Ann. They are the closest things I have.
But Mark…mark takes up all my thoughts. What an odd feeling it is to have such a connection that you can not place a name too. To be so sad when he leaves that you are afraid it is the last time you will ever see him. To fear that if he were to leave you that you would absolutely die from the pain. Dan is always there to listen and support me an always help with any problems I have. I still have to return his sun glasses…he left them at my mothers house and so I brought them over here for a ransom. So he has to come over and hang out again soon. I miss my father. I think he misses me too. We talked on the phone for about an hour and a half last night about a lot of stuff. I guess I missed him more than I thought cause I didn’t stop talking for a long time. I miss the home cooked meals. I miss my own room. I miss not having to live with people. I can’t wait to have a house to myself well at least an apartment to myself. Oh and roommates put a damper on the sexual aspect of Mark and my relationship. I mean really you get all in the mood and then knocking on the door is your roommates wanting back in…nothing is more frustrating, at least not that I have found.
I resolved a fight with one of my roommates though that was pretty cool. Oh three of us got jobs today we are all servers/hostesses now at a Mongolian grill place. So I guess that is good. I start work tomorrow oh and I have to exams next week. Those I am not looking forward to. One should be far too easy. Oh I didn’t tell you the biggest problem in my life right now. My health is really bad. I have a lot of tests coming up this and next week. I’m really afraid for one test. Well it’s a procedure what a bloody scary word why can’t they use another word you know? God doctors really don’t care that they scare the crap out of people do they dear goodness. But I am tired now and I’m pretty sure I have at least three other things to type up. The reason I wrote this is because I need to know that someone is listening.
Love always,
Clare
The world if full of fake people who live for themselves and themselves alone. I am writing to you because I know that you listen and that you are passionate about helping others and not living a self centered life. I have just started college and it it amazing! There is so much power and life given to you when you are in college! It’s like opening the door to all the possibilities in the world! What a great thing this is!
I new life, who could have asked for anything better! I just need to know that there is someone out there that can share my excitement! I want to change the world! I want to change lives. I think you of all people would understand because you have helped so many people in your life. So, this is my life. And I want you to know that I am so excited to start a new life in this world. I love nature too...and this picture is exactly like where I would like to live someday...but I don't know about the bugs. I can't stand bugs.
My new life is so beautiful and I start right off the bat with a new love that is thrilling me far more than any has before this. His name is Mark and he makes me feel as though I can do anything which is perfect at this moment in my life. My best friends are Dan, Alison, Jewel, and Ann. They are the closest things I have.
But Mark…mark takes up all my thoughts. What an odd feeling it is to have such a connection that you can not place a name too. To be so sad when he leaves that you are afraid it is the last time you will ever see him. To fear that if he were to leave you that you would absolutely die from the pain. Dan is always there to listen and support me an always help with any problems I have. I still have to return his sun glasses…he left them at my mothers house and so I brought them over here for a ransom. So he has to come over and hang out again soon. I miss my father. I think he misses me too. We talked on the phone for about an hour and a half last night about a lot of stuff. I guess I missed him more than I thought cause I didn’t stop talking for a long time. I miss the home cooked meals. I miss my own room. I miss not having to live with people. I can’t wait to have a house to myself well at least an apartment to myself. Oh and roommates put a damper on the sexual aspect of Mark and my relationship. I mean really you get all in the mood and then knocking on the door is your roommates wanting back in…nothing is more frustrating, at least not that I have found.
I resolved a fight with one of my roommates though that was pretty cool. Oh three of us got jobs today we are all servers/hostesses now at a Mongolian grill place. So I guess that is good. I start work tomorrow oh and I have to exams next week. Those I am not looking forward to. One should be far too easy. Oh I didn’t tell you the biggest problem in my life right now. My health is really bad. I have a lot of tests coming up this and next week. I’m really afraid for one test. Well it’s a procedure what a bloody scary word why can’t they use another word you know? God doctors really don’t care that they scare the crap out of people do they dear goodness. But I am tired now and I’m pretty sure I have at least three other things to type up. The reason I wrote this is because I need to know that someone is listening.
Love always,
Clare
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